the silence on her recovery site is not a good sign
she has gone more
than a week without posting anything.
She’s gone even longer on her poetry site but since she
tends to post poems when she is most in turmoil the silence makes more sense
there.
The recovery site is different .
her lack of posting may indicate that she has recovered
sufficiently to think she doesn't need the therapy to write about it and has
successfully recovered her reputation so that she feels she has no need to
continue
She may simply be going through the motions to satisfy the
people who are paying for the clinic
her short term enthusiasm appears to have already waned
this is all theory of course and she could very well be on
her way to full recover
I just don't know
the whole affair seems strained from the start though.
I think she really
sought of help for her disorder after being fired from the job
I just don't think she has a long term plan and has to
settle for quick fixes, the way she did with the whole food thing and previous
efforts
her arrival to the brick city to take photos may be part of
her new effort to rebuild herself, and may be connected to the PR guy from her
old job who may be promising her a new gig.
She may indeed have a place to land
If so she may feel she no longer needs the clinic and is a
prisoner whose sentence winds down. she is simply counting the days until she
can legitimately step away and pronounce herself cured and go right back to the
life she lived prior to her being exiled
I hope for the best but I wouldn't count on it
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