Wednesday, October 30, 2024

Is she cured yet? April 16th 2014

  

the silence on her recovery site is not a good sign

 she has gone more than a week without posting anything.

She’s gone even longer on her poetry site but since she tends to post poems when she is most in turmoil the silence makes more sense there.

The recovery site is different .

her lack of posting may indicate that she has recovered sufficiently to think she doesn't need the therapy to write about it and has successfully recovered her reputation so that she feels she has no need to continue

She may simply be going through the motions to satisfy the people who are paying for the clinic

her short term enthusiasm appears to have already waned

this is all theory of course and she could very well be on her way to full recover

I just don't know

the whole affair seems strained from the start though.

 I think she really sought of help for her disorder after being fired from the job

I just don't think she has a long term plan and has to settle for quick fixes, the way she did with the whole food thing and previous efforts

her arrival to the brick city to take photos may be part of her new effort to rebuild herself, and may be connected to the PR guy from her old job who may be promising her a new gig.

She may indeed have a place to land

If so she may feel she no longer needs the clinic and is a prisoner whose sentence winds down. she is simply counting the days until she can legitimately step away and pronounce herself cured and go right back to the life she lived prior to her being exiled

I hope for the best but I wouldn't count on it


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