this is super bowl weekend and you have to wonder if our
poet is off with the boys at some party or is that not her cup of tea
it amazes me how little I actually know about her such as
small detail like that
most likely she is off at one parent or another
I've noticed that when she needs to regroup she often goes
to one parent or another not for the guidance so much but just as a kind of
touchstone
and she probably has a lot to think about since it is clear
she will not be able to remain where she is much longer
fortunately she is much more stable than A was even if she
helped recruit a of the hometown election
A came from LA on the promise of her fiance that he would
deposit $10,000 in her bank account on the off chance she hated the east
Her fiance apparently reneged on the promise and accused her
of being obsessed with money when she came to collect he called her a gold
digger and because she wanted him to split the price of the engagement ring
with her and that he had to pay for the wedding costs her parents had entailed
when she called off the wedding
but eventually he caved into her
though he was clearly upset when she cheated on him how A
justified any of this I can't say but she never forgave him for luring her away
from a promising career in Hollywood
Falf of her activity with poopy and all of that was to get
enough money so she can go back to her life out west
For me, there is a
sharp comparison between A and our poet because I suspect down deep our poet
has ethics which is what keeps her up at night at times
A is amoral
what fascinates about our poet is the fact that she is
involved with all of these strange characters and perhaps is doing deeds that
may seem unethical or worse on the surface but she can actually justify them
and perhaps ultimately she is right
again we're all in
the same yacht now and she needs to survive
this is why I don't think she's out partying with the boys
for super bowl weekend that's not her style even though at times she may
pretend like it is
and I think our former temporary boss senses this other side
of our poet, the deeper side even though I don't think he reads her poetry or
even understands what she's writing about when she posts them
he gets her, understands her in a way others do not even me
so that maybe he is right when he sees her as constantly in
pain
our poet is not as ruthless as she pretends to be or people
would judge her to be and even those around her think she might be
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