Thursday, May 2, 2024

If I get too close (2012-13)

 

 If I push too hard

I fear I’ll break,

Stiff, yet fragile,

Like a piece

Of stained glass.

If I say too much

I’m scared I’ll

Chase it away,

Echoes of my words

Filling the emptiness

I feel inside.

If I touch it,

Hold it,

Crave it,

I know it will

Slip away,

My fingers too

Slick to control it.

If I see too much,

I know I’ll

Go blind,

Just as the nuns

Said I would,

Poking my eyes out

Like Oedipus

Yet never coming

To know the truth.

If I get too close

I won’t breathe,

Filling myself up

With you,

Your scent

Washing over me,

If I love

Too deeply,

I know

I will be lost

Drowning in that

Which I ache for

Most.



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