Tuesday, May 28, 2024

I dream of now (2014)

  

I don’t dream

The same dream

I used to dream

Time’s watermark

Firmly imprinted

On what I

Once was,

No renewal can

Help me recreate it,

Unlike a fingerprint

No two dreams

Remain the same

Not inspired

By lust or dread,

Perhaps now

Instead by regret

I don’t dream

Of what I want

And can’t have,

But more of what I missed

And still miss,

Lost in a fog of a past

I cling to,

If only to recall

What was.

I dream of now,

And what is,

The ever-present

Feelings I did not lose

Despite the constant

Flow of waves

On this beach

Of life,

I stroll over sand

Littered with wet

Empty shells,

Once occupied,

Now abandoned,

And try to read

Into them

What they might

Have contained,

Felt, no longer feel,

As their occupants

Have moved onto

Newer maybe

Better shells


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