Sunday, November 17, 2024

Absolution September 2012

  

The rain relieves the heat

But little else,

Falls bringing change

Only maybe

Not for the better,

The drips of drops

Off the brim of my hat

As sad as tears,

Exposing those that

Have rained inside me

The whole summer long,

And still,

The west that touches

My cheeks make me

Feel different,

If not whole,

A sense that

I may have moved on

Beyond my intercessions,

I think of the

List of such I brought

To the confessional

As a kid, there with

The sliding door opening

And the sound

Of the priest’s voice,

Asking me to ask for forgiveness

Only none of what I’ve done

Will come out

I feel the rain

Falling inside my head,

Hearing it dribble down

Into the remote places

Where my sins are stored,

Yet unable to wash these away,

Or make them seem cleaner,

Or less severe,

Which my brain tells me

Are severe indeed,

As I wait absolution

I know I don’t deserve

From the imaginary priest

From God

From her,


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