I look at the video of her with the band years out of date and I think I might have fallen for her even then become a groupie offering her anything for just One look or even a pat on the head black top orange skirt in one film other outfits and others she always the same the center of my attention of fixation I might have had long before I fixated on her for real before I even knew who she was not a rockstar yet a bright spot on the stage thick with old men playing old songs none of which mean anything to me without her on stage with them maybe it's hindsight me thinking this and attraction that might not have been any attraction at all I later felt attracted to her and maybe in the depths of night listening to her other songs I still imagine myself as her groupie and maybe I always will
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