I don’t always know what to make of her journal, for whom it
is intended, and whether or not she is talking about a new severed relationship
or the same old one we’ve seen since the bar scene in May.
Every time she wants to forget bad times, she talks about
moment to moment, and she appears to be trying to stay in this moment now, and
not think about the past or the future.
She seems to have the same issues most people have, always
hooking up with the same kinds of people who are always going to let her down. But
she always seems to find someone new the moment this happens, and there is
always a line of men (and women) waiting for her attention. Just who this is
this time, I can’t tell from her posts, and will any of the new crop be more
acceptable than those she has already discarded?
And today being Tuesday, I have to wonder what I should
expect when seated across the big table at the meeting. Will she look as broken
as she did last week or as enraged?
Will there ever be a time when the hatred ceases and we can
find peace?
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