So the guy she said had not gotten back to her finally got back to her and got her a job – wel almost
The scary part of all this is how much it sounds like it did
four years ago after she had left her job in New York state, reinventing to the
role of newby trainee, who wants to learn all there is to learn about her new
job so she can impress her new boss.
she's met several
bosses already and this suggests a pecking order she may be able to trickle up
just as she has done each and every other place she's worked
she won't say what the job is for privacy and not put a jinx
on it, but most likely she does not want any of her enemies to do anything to
screw things up before she has her chance to get into it for real
she has taken several steps back in this piece perhaps
because she haven't posted in a while and skipped some of the intermittent
steps that show her reading her mask to the new reality
while she complains about how stagnant her life has been
lately, it is still pretty packed, she claims, neglecting to mention her recent
trip to The majestic hotel near Asbury Park, a place he has taken previous
trips to possibly to visit the same person
True to form when she regains her sense of entitlement she
tries to convince people just how overworked she is
She claims she's not taking on the work like she used to, so
she feels slower and the use of the word
“women” suggest it is some sort of not profit maybe, a women's center perhaps
and this makes two points with her new boss in one sentence
She's obviously leaping into the new job with two feet,
doing a lot at the start then getting overworked to the point where she needs
to reduce the workload and so she winds up doing less later still overworked
anyway
The new job apparently will emphasize her writing skills
most likely PR
she mentions how completed she feels to write even though
she does not feel particularly philosophical .she must assume her new boss is
among those reading her blog although she clearly his referencing to someone
else as well
She said she has to do some catching up in the blog to keep
people apprised of her current situation
She said she had her second interview with the organization
which he had been waiting to hear from and who she thought had forgotten about
her.
she was scheduled for
a third interview with the boss of bosses yesterday and has been asked to study
up on a bunch of subjects relevant to the writing position and then discuss
them over the phone in order to prepare for fourth interview
The fourth interview with the boss of bosses is scheduled
for July 7th
She said the job meets all her criteria and then some at a
reputable non-profit for a cause close to her heart in the Union Square area
It is run by incredibly gifted kind and generous people who
seem to respect those around them and have already demonstrated and ability to
see what she has to offer and to value it and it is a writing position
She seems to be scolding her old bosses for not appreciating
her well buttering up her new bosses her
Her wording suggests that she will be working with disabled
or some sort she says she hasn't talked about pay yet but won't settle for less
than she previously made
In some way she says the job seems too good to be true
It is very difficult to tell just how much of all this is
real since everything hinges on things that I know nothing about and how this
fits into her ability to seek power
but she is clearly
sending a message to others that she has landed something better despite those others
getting rid of her
She goes on to describe the level of difficulty in her
determination to do well the materials she's been asked to peruse or apparently
dense and bureaucratic.
nothing new to her
though she's spent hours pouring over it, making written notes then computer
notes, then flashcards
She met with a friend
-- who worked with the same clientele tthis not profit advocate for --
to discuss what she learned and how she waits for the phone call on the boss to
discuss what she learned in order to prepare for the meeting with the boss
She seems to think that the boss has stacked the deck in her
favor and trying to see how well she does in dealing with the dense material
and this is something like she had to go through when taking SATs and hopes
that his faith in her is legitimate, and that her task will be to convince
others and not disappoint them.
She's also a bit scared that after putting so much effort in
time into this she won't get the job although her intuition tells her she will
But even if she doesn't, it is how she moves through the
world she writes learning no matter what topic it is never a waste no applying
yourself wholeheartedly and 110% towards your journey
She is trying to avoid some of the mistakes in the past.
this is not a reflection on her Worth or her abilities or her deservingness
in the meantime, she
has to drive herself slightly nuts waiting for today's goal and then waiting a
week for hopefully final interview
she posted nothing since this
it's difficult to tell how the phone interview went or if
there will be a follow-up on July 7th even if the phone call went well she
might be too scared to jinx it with another posting until she is sure of what
she's got
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