After all these years
all I've been through,
after all the women
I've known Biblically
and otherwise,
I still get shocked
when I hear her
talk like that,
not able to tell if
it is deliberate or a
tease,
or her just trying to
sound "with it"
after having been
with men
who expect what she says she does
for her to really do.
Sometimes over the phone
I can't tell if I am on one of
those 1-900 numbers where girls
(most likely old women)
talk dirty for a fee.
While she can't see me blushing
I'm sure she knows I
am,
deep down to the
roots of me,
partly at the fact I
like what I hear,
feeling guilty at
feeling attracted,
wishing I really was
the "little angel"
my mother always said
I was,
when in truth, I
never was,
I just never admitted
how much of a devil I've become
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