She went to the park again yesterday, and most likely, by herself,
although it always difficult to nail something down when she posts a photo of
herself on Facebook.
She could be using a timer to take a picture of herself or
has someone else taking of her.
Nearly all the photos I have seen of her over the last year
have been self portraits -- such as the one she recently posted in her mother’s
kitchen (I surmise that it was her mother’s kitchen since her brother made some
comment under the posting in that regard.)
Outdoors, however, is a mixed bag, such as the one taken of
her eating lunch (most likely from a food truck) while sitting on some rocks (the
background showing a number of residential buildings, none of which I recognize
from around here, although she could be anywhere with anybody, and I’d have no
clue from my vantage point – merely looking at what she posts.)
Work photos are different in that she is often depicted in a
group.
Her most recent two photos, however, clearly show her in a
local park, needing no view of the New York Skyline to recognize which park.
This all seems odd to be that she would be all by herself on
a weekend, perhaps defying my jealousy when I envision her constantly being
with one of her admirers.
She’s changed her hair style, long, jet black with bangs
which make her look younger and incredibly innocent.
She turns 35 this week.
The outdoors highlights her makeup more and does not emphasize
her more attractive features such as her amazing eyes.
But none of these posts are accidental, and I suspect each
photo is a message to someone, perhaps to her late lover with the implication, “See,
what you’ve given up.” Although some
photos seem to be part of self-promotion, and increase the sense that she feels
isolated.
This sense of loneliness seems to support the theme of her recent
poems
I am, of course, puzzled by why she’s not gone farther than
she has, since she has so much talent.
But that is one of the great mysteries of the universe.
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