The sad part is that there is no way out of it for her.
She seems trapped. She can’t keep her ambitions quiet, can’t
get the man she wants, and seems not to be as taken as seriously as other
people in the group she has attached herself to.
She can’t trickle up the way she did elsewhere because there
appear to be too many other power players already one or two or three steps
ahead of her, too powerful for her to cast them aside, and in some cases,
powerful enough to determine her fate, when she cannot do so for herself.
She may not
understand what she needs to do to find success and even if she escapes this
situation, she may be caught up in the same loop until she finally gives up.
Somewhere in the maze of expired and unexpired sea shells
that is her life, the small vulnerable hermit crab scurries, seeking cover to
avoid exposure.
To know too much about her gives others too much power over
her, and it immensely sad that she has so much evil around her that she needs
to embrace in order to survive, only she needs to be considered a player and
yet, perhaps is not, and finds herself protected by an equally vulnerable and
perhaps out of touch Virgin Mayor, while the real power lies in the group that
feeds off of him, the Joey Ds and others.
In some ways, she is riding a dead horse, even if the Virgin
Mayor survives his legal troubles. He is a figure head behind whom other people
operate with impunity.
Her trickling up seems to have had her trickle up into a
sinking ship, from which the rats are looking to jump, perhaps abandoning the
Virgin Mayor entirely if R can win in Hometown.
The problem is, they might not want to take her with them –
except for perhaps Joey D, who seems to have plans to trickle up or out to the
town I cover, and someone there told me he’s already asked the future mayor
there to get her a job.
But it won’t be the same. She will come across as excess baggage,
not a full-fledged player.
All this must be weighing heavy on her, especially with the
struggle to survive cancer and the loss of her lover, and unless she finds a better
place with better and more ethical people, she won’t get anywhere – which raises
the question, how does she jump ship to a ship that has not already hit an
iceberg?