Sunday, June 28, 2026

Woman led relationship – getting her due

(This is based on a true story.) 


 

 

Martha really did love her husband, George. But not for what he did in bed.

While he was a kind and caring man, she’d always felt something odd about him.

He played the role as breadwinner, although she never saw him as particularly competent Worse, he resisted all her suggestions how to make things better, insisting she be a housewife and nothing more. This had led to countless arguments and sometimes thoughts about divorce.

She never mentioned divorce to George. She did love him. She wanted to avoid hurting him, especially when the kids were still in the house.

But once the kids moved out on their own, and it was just the two of them again, she started thinking again.

Frustrated, Martha consulted their oldest daughter, Mary, the most worldly of their three kids.

“I don’t know what to do,” Marha said to Mary a one of their regular lunches in the mall.  “But if I don’t do something soon, I might come to hate him.”

Mary nodded, having witnessed much of this growing up in the house.

“Have you thought about counselling?” Mary asked.

“George would never go for that,” Martha said. “He’s just too traditional.”

Then Mary suggested Martha go to a therapist herself.

“What good would that do?” Martha asked. “He’s the one who needs help, not me.”

“Maybe there’s a way around that,” Mary said. “I know a therapist that might help both of you.”

Mary accompanied Martha to Dr. Glenda’s office, a pretty woman slightly older than Mary, but seemed remarkably wise

“Have you ever heard of a woman-led marriage?” Dr. Glenda asked.

“No,” Martha admitted. “What is it?”

“It’s when a woman takes charge.”

“My husband would never tolerate that,” Martha laughed.

“He wouldn’t need to know – at least, at first.”

“I wouldn’t want to trick him into anything,” Martha said. “I’m not sure I could live with that.”

“You would be tricking him for his own good,” Dr. Glenna said., “And yours. From what you’ve told me, he might be much happier if you did – not to mention you might finally get the love life you deserve.”

“I doubt I could make him into a better lover,” Martha said.

“I never said he would be the one to satisfy your needs,” Dr. Glenda said. “That’s the benefit in all this. You’re going to help him transform into what we all know he really is, and that will set you free to find pleasure in other men or even women.”

On the surface, Martha was appalled, but deep down, the doctor’s words had touched something inside her.

“How do we do this?” Martha asked.

“In small increments,” the doctor said. Then Dr. Glenna retrieved a book from the shelf and slid it across the desk to Martha.

“Read this, it’ll teach you how to do it,” the doctor said. “It’s all in there.”

 

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On Saturday morning, Martha shouted from kitchen for George. She had a pattern and the makings of a dress spread out on the table.

George entered from the door leading to the living room. He looked a bit sleepy and no doubt had nodded out on the couch while watching football pregame shows.

“What’s up?” he asked.

“It’s this dress,” Martha said. “Mary was supposed to help me with it, but she’s nowhere to be found.”

“Did you call her?”

“Several times,” Martha said. “I someone to help me fit this out. I can’t do it by myself.”

“Do you want me to go look for her, she might be down at her husband’s store.”

“There’s no time,” Martha said. “I have to have this dress ready by tomorrow. You’re going to have to help me.”

“Sure, how?”

“I need you to put the dress on so I can fix it right.”

George’s face went white.

“You want me to wear a dress?”

“Just so I can fix it,” Martha said. “No one else will see it, and I’d be very grateful if you did.”

This last she said with a heavy suggestion of a reward later in the bedroom.

George sighed. “Okay,” he mumbled.

“Oh! Thank you so much,” Martha. “Now strip.”

“Strip?” he said stunned.

“You can’t put a dress on over what you’re wearing, silly.”

George reluctantly removed his shirt, then his pants.

“Keep going,” Martha said. “Take it all off, including your socks.”

Reluctantly, George complied. Martha giggled as she looked at his limp cock.

“What are laughing at?” he asked indignantly.

“Nothing really,” she said. “I just forgot how little is. Now put these one.”

She held out a pair of pink pan ties and a matching bra.

“What the fuck?” George bellowed.

“The dress won’t fit right without the proper under garments,” Martha said. “Just put them on, then I’ll help you put on these.”

She held up some pantyhose.

“Don’t you think that’s going a little too far?” George asked.

“Stop complaining,” Martha said. “The sooner you do what I say, the sooner this will all be over with.”

He clearly didn’t like it, but he did it. That’s when she came out with the blonde wig.

“Don’t tell me you need that to fit a dress.”

“I need to see how it all comes together on a woman,” she said, and resigned to his fate, George complied.

“Last but not least,” Martha said, producing a pair of pink high heels. “And don’t give me lip. I need you in the shoes to see where the bottom of the dress falls.”

Oddly enough, the shoes fit him. But then Martha had bought them to fit him.

Just then, the back door opened and their daughter Mary walked in.

“Better late than never,” Marth said with a wink. “You almost missed the whole show.”

Mary stared at her father in amazement and disbelief.

“I can’t believe you got him to do it,” Mary said. “He looked great. He’s much prettier as a woman than he ever was as a man.”

“Okay, you got your giggles,” George said. “Can I get out of this stuff now?”

“Not yet,” Marry said. “There’s something missing.”

“What on earth could you possibly think of for me to wear now.”

“Makeup,” Mary said. “It would be the finishing touch.”

“Fuck no!”

“George!” Martha scolded. “You promised to help me.”

“But only because Mary wasn’t here, now she is. She can do this.”

“And waste all the time I’ve been working on you,” Martha said. “I don’t want to re do everything. Mary put on his makeup. I want the complete look.”

“And then this will be over?” George asked.

Martha grinned devilishly saying, “Maybe.”

Marty giggled and fetched her make-up kit from the car. She had done some work at the salon, and clearly knew what she was doing, decorating his face, plucking his eyebrows before applying extensive mascara, eye shadow, lash extensions, finishing off with a glazing cherry red lipstick.

“My God,” Martha exclaimed. “You look divine.”

“I think I look slutty,” George said, looking into the mirror Mary held up.

“Exactly,” Marha said.

“We need to capture this for posterity,” Mary said, taking out her phone to snap some pictures.

‘No, no, don’t do that!” George said.

But he could not stop her. She even started shooting video.

“Why don’t you pose for us,” Mary suggested. “Show us what you got, Sissy.”

“No.”

Stop spoiling the fun,” Martha said. “Give us a little sexy attitude for our film.

“I’m not going there.”

“George!” Martha said crossly. “Do what she says, or we’ll keep you dressed up like that all night.”

With even greater reluctance, George did what he was told, responding to suggestions Mary made, full of sexual inuendo. He acted sexy, even slutty, and then Mary put the phone away.

“Got it!” she told Martha.

“Are we finally through?” the impatient George asked.

“Not quite,” Martha said, suddenly very serious. “We have just documented you being a silly slut, and you do exactly what we tell you to do or there will be a lot of people seeing these videos, including your boss, our minister and anybody else trolling social media.”

“You’re kidding, right?” George said..

“I’ve never been more serious in my life,” Martha said. “From this moment on, I own you.”

 

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In the living room later, Martha, sitting on the couch with George on a nearby chair, discussed the future. She had let him take off the dress, but not the underwear.

“You’ll need to get used to dressing like a woman,” Martha said. “Because I’m only going to allow you to dress that way. We’ll get you more clothing as we go on, women’s clothing. You are going to dress like a woman from now on. I’ve already gotten rid of all your male clothing.”

“I can’t very well go to work like that,” George said, peeved because he still seemed to think this was a joke.

“Of course not,” Martha said. “That’s why you won’t be going to work any more.”

“What?”

“Our therapist – who came up with the scheme – has arranged a job for me, paying me more than you get from your job. So, we won’t be financially strapped.”

“If you’re working, who will take care of the house?”

“You will,” Martha said, “dressed as a maid. I’ve taken the liberty of buying an outfit for you. It’s in the closet in the spare room where you will be sleeping from now on. Sex between us is over. The master bedroom is mine and you won’t be welcome there unless I invite you.”

“This is outrageous!” George growled.

Martha slapped his face.

“Pay attention. There’s going to be rules you will need to follow.”

“What kind of rules?”

“Whatever I decide,” Martha said. “First of all, you’re going to start addressing me as mistress, and you speak only when I permit you to do so.”

“But…”

“Also, you will do whatever I ell you to do, without question, without fair or back talk. You violate any of my rules, you will be punished.”

“Martha! Why are you doing this?”

“To save our marriage,” Martha said, “and to get a little payback for all those years when out reamed me as a servant.”

“I never meant to…”

“What’s more, I will control everything, all the finances and anything else. You will be responsible for cleaning, cooking, doing laundry and maybe other chores that come to mind,” she said.

“I’m not going to tolerate this,” George said, although weakly.

“You will,” Martha said. “Even if you petition for divorce, I’ll get everything, since the video shows I married cross-dressing sissy. You either do what I tell you or wind up homeless on the street, penniless.”

 

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Martha felt a twinge of guilt, and yet felt liberated, too, as if she’d lived her whole life under a yoke, and only now realized it. She was determined to take full advantage of it, just as the book said she should.

And in truth, seeing George dressed as a girl, filled in the missing pieces as to why their sex life was so unfulfilling. Down deep, he really was a sissy. He simply needed help to access it, and she intended to guide him into his new life. If he embraced being what he really is, he might find some level of joy of his own.

 

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Mary came over the next morning to put the finishing touches on George as a maid – a French maid at that, tapping into her makeup skills.

“I want him to look like the sluttiest maid in the world,” Maratha told Mary in front of George.

This meant exaggerated makeup, vibrant purple eye shadow down to ruby colored lipstick. She attached glue on finger nails of the same color, which would be replaced with acrylic once they got him to the salon.

“How the hell am I supposed to do chores wearing nails like this?” George complained, waving his fingers in the air. Martha had also given him a number of rings, one for each finger, including thumbs. Somewhere she had found old style loop earrings, which she attached to the lobe of each ear. So large, these touched his cheeks.

‘You’re going to work with care,” Maratha said. “After all, women have had to work with them all our lives. And you’d better not nick them. I expect to find them all in tact when I get back from the office.”

Mary again pulled out her phone for more pictures and video, though this time, George wisely avoided giving her any slutty poses. He didn’t need to. His slutty face said it all.

Mary continued to shoot video as she followed Martha and George through the house with Martha pointing out all the chores she expected George to address.

“All these things better be done by the time I get home or you’ll get punished,” Martha told him.

“What exactly do you mean by punished?” George asked.

“You’ll soon find out the hard way if you fail to call me mistress,” Martha said. “And if you don’t accept that, then divorce is still an option.”

Martha announced that she had to go to work, leaving Mary to supervise, at least, for the first day.

“Don’t you feel ashamed about what my wife is doing to me?” George asked Mary.

“Not in the least,” Mary said, coldly, making it clear he would find no sympathy in her, as she continued to make videos of him doing his chores.

 

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Martha got home late, carrying a number of bags from what turned out to be the sex toy store in the mall.

She summoned George to the master bedroom where she had laid out the toys in the bed.

“You asked about punishment,” Martha said, pointing to a variety of whips or riding crops, as well as other equally nefarious items.

“Not all of these will bring you pain,” she told George. “Some of these might even bring you pleasure.”

She pointed to a harness beside which were a number of penis-shaped dildos, some extremely large.

George shuddered.

“But pleasure is not the point,” Martha went on. “I need to prepare you for the real thing.”

“Maratha!” George yelled. “You’re taking this joke way too far.”

Martha grabbed a riding crop from the bed and struck George on the shoulder with it.

“That’s mistress to you,” she said. “And this is not a joke at all. Tomorrow I’ll start training you to be the sissy you really are.”

Then, she dismissed him, telling him to go back to the spare room until she needed him again. She locked her door after he left. She cringed at the thought of striking him, but it also pleased her, deeply.

 

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Mary remained most of the next day, but did not follow him around taking video as she had done the first day. She sat in the living room watching girl movies on YouTube.

Again, Mary got home early and announced: “We’re going to the man and Salon.”

She directed George to change from his uniform to the dress he had worn on the first day.

“You’re going to love this,” she told George. “We girls love to shop and get our nails done.”

George had a difficult time walking in the high heels. Mary and Martha each took him by an arm, guiding him out of the house to the car.

“You’re going to have to learn all this,” Martha told him as she held open the front passenger side door for him to get in, just as he had always done over the years as her husband.

At the salon, the women there made such a fuss over him, George felt almost like a movie star. They improved on Mary’s work, and helped remove all of his body hair, which Martha said he would do again later at home using various creams. He yelped at the waxing, drawing a bit of devious grin from Maratha who thought: “Now you know what women go through.”

The pop on nails got replaced with acrylic, painted the same extreme red as his lips. His toe nails were painted to match as well.

 

George still retained the wig, but Martha assured him this would only be until his natural hair grew.

“You have such beautiful hair, I’m sure some man will love to run his fingers through it,” Martha said.

In the mirror, George looked even more beautiful than before, but also much sluttier.

“This is what I want you to look like all the time,” Martha told him. “I want you to understand you are no longer a man.”

“I think you look fabulous, Dad,” Mary told him, unable to suppress the mockery in her voice. She had made a video of the whole process.

 

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Clothing stores came next, one after another after another, with George trying an endless number of outfits, all of these even sluttier than the one before, Martha making the final decisions on those she bought. She also stocked up on the more girly underwear, matching bras, and padding to fill up the bra with, buying enough of everything to keep Geroge in a full wardrobe that would last him weeks.

“When you’re not wearing the maid’s outfit, I want you dressed up like a whore,” Martha said, humorously, but with an undertone of conviction.

Back home, she ordered him to accompany her into the master bedroom.

“Pull down your panties and pantyhose,” she commanded, then grabbed his cock when he did, holding it in the palm of her hand. “Such a little thing. I wonder how it gave me any pleasure at all.”

She took out a small pink plastic container, a chastity cage, she called it, put his cock in it, locked it.

“That’s the last you’re ever going to see it,” she said. “Later, we’ll find a better way to get rid of it, again with that mixed tone of humor and dead seriousness. “Now, get down on your knees, bitch!”

Already worn by the previous days of abuse, George complied.

Mary came into the room, once more video taping it all, while Martha put on the harness and fit one of the largest dildos into it. She pressed the tip of it against George’s lip.

“Open up, sissy,” she commanded. “You know what to do.”

George opened his mouth just enough to let the tip in.

“Touch it with your tongue,” Martha said. “Lick around the head. You know. It’s instinct. It’s what you dreamed for all your life, even while you made love to me.”

She eased the dildo in a little more into his mouth, one perilous inch at a time, not all the way in, not yet, just enough inside for him to feel it against his tongue and the sides of his mouth. Drool pour out from his lips on either side, making the fake cock glitter, then with a violent jerk, she shoved it all the way in, hard, hitting the back of his throat until he gaged, and still she did not relent, forcing it still deeper. He gagged more, still she didn’t stop, and when she did, she drew back only slighting and then began pushing in and drawing out, slowly at first, then faster. She grabbed the sides of his face and fucked his mouth still harder, all this, she thought, revenge for when he’d asked for similar service when he was still her husband.

“Now he knows how it feels,” she thought, then fucked him harder, faster, until he seemed to accept it.

“Good, Girl,” she said. “Take it all.”

Drool continued to pour of from his lips around the cock. Finally, she pulled the cock out.

“Turn over,” she commanded.

He complied.

She fetched a tube from the bed and squeezed liquid into the palm of hand, lube she applied to his now exposed ass hole. She slid a finger inside. He moaned. Then, she used two fingers, lightly fucking him, then three, and then unexpectedly, she shoved the fake cock into him, causing him to gasp.

“Do you like that, honey?” she asked. “Do you enjoy getting fucked in the ass?”

George only groaned.

“IO thought you would,” she said, then began to fuck him in earnest, knowing that it hurt at first, but that would soon cause pleasure, too, provided he accepted it.

“I knew it all along,” she said, continuing to fuck him, sometime slowly, other times fast, then very hard until he seemed to wilt beneath her, sagging like a paper doll.

She withdrew and slapped his ass lightly.

“Go get cleaned up and read for bed. “You have been a good sissy boy.”

 

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“We need to give you a new name,” Martha announced the next morning as she prepared to go to work. “Your name is too manly for what you are now.  I think I’ll call you jane. Do you like your new name?”

George paused for only a moment before giving her a nod.

“Great! Tonight we’ll go out on the town and celebrate the new you,” Martha said, informing him as to which of the slutty outfits she expected him to wear.

George waited, fully dressed as she said when she arrived, though she wasn’t, and has to rush out to the master bedroom to put on her outfit, which as it turned out, was just as slutty as his, making it impossible to tell who was husband or who was wife.

Mary made a video of it all, then accompanies them to the car, door open for George to get in, as Martha climbed behind the wheel, and Mary into the back seat documenting the adventure.

“I’ve made up a new rule,” Martha said. “When we get to the club, I get to fuck anyone I want, maybe more than one. But I get to decide who is going fuck you. Is that understood?”

Dumbfounded, George gave another nod.

They looked so slutty, the doorman waved them into the club, Martha steering towards several seats at the bar. Mary continued to video tape.

Then, Martha had a moment of conscience, leaned near to George’s ear: “I know this is going to be hard on you,” she said. “But we need to get the worst of it out of the way so there will be no surprises later. I’m going to fuck a lot of men in the future, and if I’m feeling benevolent, I’ll let you suck men’s cocks and let them fuck you in the ass. But you need to understand, I get what I want before anything else. You exist entirely for my pleasure, my property, my sissy maid, who I get to play with. I will make all the decisions for your life, for our lives together, and you will learn to accept these. We will remain married, but I will always be the boss.”

Again, all George could do was nod.

Men came over, bought them drinks, asked them both to dance. Martha watched George closely.

“If you do or say anything I don’t like, I’ll punish you severely when we get home,” she said. “You are here to suck cock and get fucked, and for that matter, so am I.”

With Martha’s encouragement, George accepted a dance with one of the men, an almost nameless entity, who – when Martha nodded – George led into the back of the club, falling to his knees before the man, clawing open his britches until the man’s cock fell out, and then, repeating the act he had done on the lifeless dildo at home, George licked and sucked and let the man fuck his face until cum came, pouring out of George’s mouth along with the drool. The man vanished, and George redid his lipstick and started back towards the bar where he had left Martha and Mary, meeting Martha halfway as she dragged two other nameless men into the back, giving George a slutty smile and a wink.

George waited at the bar until Martha reappeared, slightly crumpled, lipstick smeared, dress partially torn.

“This is what I always wanted,” Martha said, squeezing George’s arm.

“Me, too,” George said.

Martha looked at him closely, trying to read his thoughts, and came to the conclusion, he meant it.

“We are going to have a wonderful marriage together,” Martha said, and kissed her sissy husband on the lips.

 

Sunday, June 21, 2026

Garments Nov 29th 2012

 I wake to a landscape littered with last night's clothes, fists made of dirty socks lie on the floor where I abandoned them, or with plans to love making I did not have, wish I had, dream like memory of which I might have done if she had felt brave enough to join me, the mingling of her clothes and mine on the bed or floor, so erotic I wake up truly motivated without a means to resolve the issue, save what I could do for myself,  iwake up to a desert where the legs of my jeans pose has as cactus, indication of swelling rises between the legs, if only I could have her here to undress her, Piece by piece, to fill the space between bedroom door and bed with our shedded garments, each piece making love to each other, while i still feel here, alone in the desert of my desire, undergarments stand with proof of our passion, my shirt cast over her blouse with arms wrapped around, I feel it even when she is not here and won't ever be, that even those pieces she cast off the men she passed off me



Tuesday, June 16, 2026

Acting my age Nov. 11, 2012

 

If I acted as my age might dictate, I would never have had you, this gap of years making me yearn for what should not have been, and now, when all this has passed and you have gone,  yearning all the more for it, falling to pieces like no man my age should, aching to kiss your moth, run my tongue down your soft arms or neck, to caress breasts and elsewhere, to kiss each eye lid as if I could taste what resides behind those eyes, the mystery of a universe I could never have understood at an age when all this might have been more appropriate, when even now at the age I’ve reached, I fail to comprehend the complexity of who you are, or all those potent thoughts I could never reach unless I climbed inside you, pushing part of me deep inside you, to feel what it feels like on the inside, and maybe learning what I could never have learned had we met hen I was as young as you, and you as old as you ae now. I cannot, will not, and never will act my age when it comes to you, needing to have it all, an agelessness time alone can endure
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Into the abyss June 3, 2026

 


Yes, I would do it over again, if I could, even the mistakes, clinging to those early moments when everything seemed possible, the fallacy of the high road we could never have taken. I would go back to those times when I was still utterly blind, led by my nose (or perhaps some other part of my anatomy), struck by the need for something I didn’t even know I needed, but wanted desperately, and still do, to be fooled again, strung along by the illusion of what might be, to believe all that was said and done as real, she teasing me until the very brink of the dark side where anything was possible, where joy ultimately resided, joy standing side by said with potential doom. Yes, I would do it all again, and maybe this time, I would leap into the abyss


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Sunday, June 14, 2026

Bit by bit July 3rd 201 5

 


 

We should not speak of it out loud, to tell all we feel all at once, in a gush, love or lust, it breaks bones as it breaks silence, this confession of intimacy we ought to keep to ourselves, to bath in its beauty, it's tenderness, it's lush embrace, yet no declare it all, or rush, overwhelming the soul we seek to cherish, a wise man will dole out his admiration, a little drip st a time, soft drops into her open mouth, a taste of it, bit by bit, time letting it fill her up, but not drown her with too much too soon, or she might flee to a wiser soul, doing for her what we could not, seize her love from our grasp, we need to keep love closed mouth, or st beat, lips barely parted, giving her the flavor of what we feel, bit by bit


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Saturday, June 13, 2026

Still holding on

 


Sometimes back then, I had to check my phone to see if I had called one of those area code 900 numbers, since she seem to have that routine down pat, a regular mistress of the night, who sent dirty pictures and expected them in return, whose soothing voice lit me up like a Christmas tree or Fourth of July fireworks. Even her texts sent me over the edge.

Where did she learn all this stuff, and did she do this to all the men in her life, making me one of her all male harem, all of us completely shocked about it, some of us aching to keep in going, to bring up those amazing dreams we have to clean the sheets from in the morning.

This 900 number lady, who somehow learned the craft and plies it, a master who has each of us hanging on every word, waiting for the next text or picture, and hold our manhood tightly for when she asks for a picture back.

All these years later, I’m still holding on


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What you needed June 1, 2024

  

I realize now

What I didn’t then,

How you needed more

Than I was

Willing to give,

A warm body beside you,

Powerful arms to hold you,

A tender kiss on your lips,

Your tits, your hips,

An embrace that is more

Than just a breeze passing

Through one window

And out the other,

You needed someone

Who could/would

Stay the night,

Arms that held you save

In those hours of vacacy

After I (and other men like me)

Had to move on,

A romance that would stay

Attached rather than

Peal away,

We always more a temporary

Reprieve, a Band Aide,

That causes as much pain

When removed

Than we foolishly believed

We could shield

You from.

I realize now

What didn’t know then,

What you needed

Was love.

 


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