Okay I admit it I wanted to do her the moment I first saw her seated across from me at the once a week meeting
I am a bundle of raging hormones in a state of perpetual arousal, maybe not able always to get it up but always wanted to, like the sissy slave the mistress keeps always horny for when services needed
I have a vivid imagination, so that first time and many times later, I pondered how it would feel to fill up each orifice and sometimes pictures her kissable lips glistening with liquid of my making
And maybe I still feel the same for these years later yeah long after any possibility of such a situation has vanished,sometimes it's more acute than other times but the ache is always there, oh these days it's not just about her, I noticed the attractions wherever I Go
and no amount of self stimulation can erase it, no sticking my sticky fingers in the mellon bin at the supermarket or the box of popcorn at the movies will make it go away
I walk around with it as if in chained baggage too heavy for any mere human to bear,, full of fucl wishes that will never come true, a general malaise but I must live with day in and day out
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