May 23, 2026
When younger, I could never hold it back, when the urge came I indulged, if not with a partner then alone,
unable to satisfy it no matter how many times I tried, never able to fully appreciate its flavor as if fine wine, to let the feeling spread through me as it does now, better to feel it than to feel nothing, to have my world shaken, to keep this for a moment when it could be shared, and if unable to be with someone then to save it, let it spread through me, fogging me up, impossible to ignore, fighting the urge to suppress, refusing to stroke it out of my mind or body, this overwhelming potency I keep inside
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