what size jeans does she get to where today
I keep thinking about the shelves she stores her jeans on
 in the corner of her
room like a department store
 each shelf offering
the size she needs yet
 not always the size
she wants
 and how on some days
maybe some of them
 will fit snug or
loose. much the way her life fits
 never perfect,
porridge too hot or cold 
never just right
 a bed too soft or
hard
 love being too clingy
or not close enough
 does she cure all
this in place where she is
 finding the jeans she
needs today
 a perfect fit or a fit
she can feel soft enough in
 or a love she can
feel without feeling crowded 
is it possible to find that middle ground
 a place where she
feels secure
 and not in prison and
if she finds it 
can she keep it or does she always find 
she needs to reach for another shelf
 among the pairs of
jeans
 a bed she can have
yet not forever
 
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