we always pay for it in the end
 we get you for a
moment
 only to have the bill
come 
always more than we reckon on
 even when we knew the
cost
 would come high 
heartbreak the least of it
 and for this I count
myself fortunate 
and pity him, my friend and rival,
 for the suffering he
has to endure 
his love lost less than this mind
 has and perhaps it is
because 
of how much more he adored her 
each of us the thieves to either side
of him on that hill
 the one thief promised
redemption
 for all the kindness
he gave 
our suffering Christ 
she one of the two Mary's we both desire
 a Mary with two faces
each equally desirable 
if for different reasons
My friend and rival forced to pay
 the steeper price for
 which I am grateful
I did not,
 though down the I
seek to be him 
to have been so kind
 as to win that
special
 piece of her heart 
the man who knows 
the right combination 
to unlock it 
and did
 while I fumbled with
it 
and lost it 
and regret it 
all this time later
 
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