for all its neatness, the stacked jeans,
 the piano and piano
music, 
for all the glittering kitchen utensils,
 the paintings on the
walls, 
the books on the book shelf, 
the computer and keyboard, 
even with the book on the bed, 
this place, this home ,
 this sanctuary,
exudes loneliness 
and isolation like a self-imposed prison 
to which she had times
 and for special
people,
 invites visitors who
no matter
 how often she clicks
her heals 
or chants "there's no place like home" 
they leave and she 
while protected behind 
the mighty walls of this fortress 
finds herself alone,
 defending her most
vulnerable self 
against real or imagined threats,
 having too few
implements of war 
with which to do so,
 a lone defender in a
lonely world
 filled with things
she loves,
 but not those people
or that person
 she most needs to
share it with,
 no one to watch her
back, 
no one to make sure she's safe.

 
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