Saturday, November 1, 2025

Unconditional love Nov. 1, 2025

  

They always give us more than we can ever give them back, although we try, part of the pact we make with them to make sure they get what they need, when we need them as much as they need us, an unfair arrangement from the start when we know it will never last, their span of years far shorter than ours and so – if we care – we stuff their short lives with as much stuff as it takes to make life worth living, for them and for us, though we must ultimately accept the inevitable; they always leave too soon, and leave a space in us we cannot easily fill, if at all, and we must compensate with memory of the unconditional love they gave us, a rare thing in  world where all else comes with conditions we can’t hope to meet.


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I pray for rain aug 2012

  

I pray for rain to relieve

the dry heat of Summer

knowing I need more

than rain to cleanse

my life of what

 the summer brings

no lotion to make the burn less acute

 sunscreen to prevent it from happening again

I don't blister yet

 yet feel the boils rising up from under my skin

volcanic in potency

 I can't cure on my own

and can't rely on others hands

to spread the ointment

to sooth the pain

I pray for rain if only to ease

the itch I feel each time I think of you

the itch I can't scratch

because it goes too deep

and risks real wounds if I try

I ache for rain to cure

what the hot sun brings out in me

 an ointment to sooth the self-inflicted wounds

 I blame you for when it is my own doing

 too stupid to get out of the sun

 too stubborn to try

 broiled without knowing it

 like a lobster who is unaware he's cooked

until it all comes to a boil

 


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