Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Oozing April 30, 2014



April 30, 2014

The chill rain covers my face like a cold sweat
As I struggle to make my way through the park
Named after the man who made the city of my birth,
Limbs just alive with buds ready to burst
Sagging overhead, the tip of each dripping
Bits of clear liquid and reflect some deep
Drip going on inside of me
This is always the best and worst of the year
For me, a time when change intrudes
And forces itself on me, consuming me
Making me ache inside and out,
Pressing itself against me, chest to chest
So that I breathe in what it breathes out
And so that we linger in a perpetual dance
Neither of us can escape, nor want to,
Regardless of how we penetrate each other,
My breath steaming by the time I reach
The gap at the other end, and my hips
Aching from the effort, leaving me
As if I have been stung by bees
That have yet not emerged for the season
With the stinger still deep inside

Of me – oozing.

email to Al Sullivan

Friday, April 11, 2014

Fotomat



June 20, 1982

Chrome and steel
Shine in the sun
Bright pages
Of the photo album’s
Tender spots

I stand
The heat passing
Through me
The camera is my eye
Light
Confused
Defused
Transposed

This is a picture
For some future
Day when we
As elders
Look
Infused with memory

Lines squiggle
Baby on the lawn
Black & white
Always lines
Linear
Horizontal
Vertical

The pattern
Of this existence
Is beyond all words
I paint it
With camera
Letting the baby
Make the strokes

The sun hotter
As I crawl inside
This black box
And press myself
Upon the film

Shaping the liens
Like a sculptor
Easting away
The darkness
With light and illusion

There is no baby now
No Portland
Just this image
Which imagines me

The shutter swished
Like a guillotine
Slicing away reality
Like a slice of bread

In elder years
The illusion is strange
We forget the journey
The nail scrapings
On the walls of this box
The way out

We wee
The lines
That linger
On the reprint



Thursday, April 10, 2014

Call Martin -- actor doing one of my monologues

Actors from time to time use some of my monologues. This one did a demo using one of them and sent me the link


Call Martin: Demo

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Flowers and other pickable weeds



April 4, 1980

I am not the man I should be
I am not the song that echoes in the morning
With the rising sun, the settling dew
And crisp unfolding of pedaled flowers
Reaching for you
I am instead a weed, pickable on
This weary earth, but not especially grant
I am for you, if you’ll have me
I’m for me, when you’re gone
Yes, the Sunday chimes ring out
Preaching their own sad song
But mine is different
I am not the man I could be
I am only a heart beating, two eyes
Blinking, and a smile,
Simple and fine
Rising like a weed

For you